Sunday, November 14, 2010

I'm trying!

Trying to get back to normal life. It's been harder than I thought! Work has been hell lately ... so much crap going on with my students that I am just so stressed out, all the time. This past week was especially awful, with this really terrible situation involving SEVERAL of my students. And then a few more fights broke out (once again - my students) and in the end, I believe I had 3 students expelled and 4 suspended this week alone. I am so frustrated with so many things right now that all I do is stress about work. In the car in the morning ... stress stress stress. On the way home ... stress stress stress.

Thank goodness that Matt is home! At least I can come home and be so damn happy. Because I am. I still think it's crazy that he's there every day when I come home from work - it makes it all bearable lately! But when I'm home, all I want to do is hang out with him. I know I have been neglecting my friends (both real-life and internet friends!) and I'm so, so sorry. I am trying hard to remember how to have a husband at home AND talk to friends! I know I successfully did it pre-deployment, and I've been told it will come back to me soon. In the meantime, try not to forget about me! I've been so stressed about work stuff that when I get home, all I want to do is curl up and cuddle and just relax. No computer, no nothing.

So. That's that. How are all of you? I miss you, I really do!


Jackie said...

I hear ya! I am about ready to just throw in the towel at work. UGH.

Don't feel bad about enjoying your time with your husband

Lucy Marie said...

Love you. Email me and let me know whats going on at work. I'm sorry to hear it.

Lucky in Love said...

I'm missing you friend! But it warms my heart to know that you have Matt home with you :) XOXO

Jane said...

YAY! So glad you're happy at home! :) That's the most important!